In
August 2014, I became totally disenchanted & untrusting of
humanity, and people who assume roles to “Serve Others”. That may
be the definition of the job that employs them; however, many, if not
most, of these “service” providers no longer (or never did) have
their hearts into the work they do. As I've written before, mankind
has been infiltrated by Satan's ways and evil by assuming the “ME”
mentality: “I seek to fulfill MY personal needs and agendas, FIRST,
and if I have time or energy left, MIGHT be willing to consider helping my fellow man who needs my expertise or support.”
This
constant behavior by my fellow man became so unforgiving that I
seriously contemplated suicide in August, because I could not be a part of a
society that thought and behaved this way. I'd rather go home to my
heavenly Father, whom I KNOW listens, loves, and cares about me. He
has been the ONLY available entity that I could constantly pour my
heart out to because of the frustrations due to living in a sea of
dysfunction, insincerity, & irrationality. Seemed like the harder
I tried to follow mans' rules, and just be “accepted” for ME, and
what I've been blessed with to share, unconditionally, the greater
rejection and trouble I encountered. Human beings love to “play
God” and make countless rules to control other's lives and
everything on the planet, but see themselves as above the law,
unwilling to follow the very rules they create.
Instead
of taking my life, God showed me the way to an alternative protest
for all the dysfunction around me. Thus, the Hunger Strike I began on
August 21st. I was able to stick with this Striking fast
of liquids and gelatin for just a little over 45 days; however,
unlike most Hunger Striking protesters, I'm not incarcerated nor lead
a sedentary, simple life. Also, they are usually protesting
environmental conditions in a localized setting. My protest was
global, and against ALL evil & hatred possessed by man (>75%
of global population). This act lifted most of the stress weighing
down my shoulders. I totally allowed God to take direction of my
life. I became accepting of any and all encounters in my daily
life/routine, because I saw it as His will and direction. This worked
for about 25-30 days, until I allowed human kind to be a greater
influence on my thoughts and actions than God, who gave me a way and
reason to not give up, just yet.
By
early September, I was seriously looking towards homelessness. Sure,
many “friends” and people around me expressed deep(?) concern
over this potential outcome of my financial situation. A few went out
of their way to help find a way to keep that from happening. What
they didn't realize or understand was that I am a survivor who has
experienced homelessness twice in the last 10 years. I held NO FEAR
about the future, should I actually become homeless, but was more
concerned about the welfare of my 2 therapy, companion cats, and
their well-being/care should I end up homeless. I didn't have a pet,
let alone 2, during my prior homelessness. They ARE my only close
family. Until God's direction presented itself to me, it was ONLY
concern for Pooky and Buddy who kept me from taking my life before
the 21st.
I
obtained a telecommute job via Boulder Craigslist on Sept. 8, 2014,
from a guy ID'd as Brent Hills out of Reno, NV, to type "Payroll
Checks" from home. He had me download ezCheck software, and
trained me to use it via “email & text messaging”. He emailed
me ALL the checking account info, along with names, addresses, even
some phone numbers, for the individuals I was to “write” checks
for. Friends whom I told about this job immediately warned me about
it being a scam, as so much of those who now use Craigslist are
crooks and scammers. Its innocence & original intent has been
lost, for the most part, as “free enterprise” entices and breeds
evil because of that original innocence. It's these innocent
opportunities, which create the perfect pool of victims for wicked,
evil doers.
In
my lifetime, I had tried my hand at various freelance (pyramid-type)
marketing enterprises; however, my social ineptness, as an Aspie,
prevented me from having much success. You must be a social dynamo to
really succeed. This is NOT inbred or natural behavior for a person
with an Autism Spectrum Disorder. I even tried mimicking those I saw
as successful. Aspies are great at mimicking what we observe, but
that kind of behavior is difficult to assume full-time for any
extended period. It becomes too physically demanding on our entire
being. I figured I was writing quarterly bonus checks to a person's
down-line group. Many of these up-line salespeople operate as a
business, and their down-line can live all over the country, or world.
The bigger organizations like Amway and Xango send out all member
bonus rewards, so figured these were smaller freelance businesses I
wasn't familiar with.
I'm
getting distracted here. Any way, I tried to be optimistic, and give
(Brent) the benefit of the doubt about the job responsibilities I was
given. I was told this job would encompass one day a week (Sunday) to
do the checks, which would be mailed Monday morning. It would pay
$400/mo ($200 every other week), and reimburse me for any
out-of-pocket expenses. I was told I'd be paid via MoneyGram or
Western Union. As my sister told me, desperate people do desperate
things. I saw this job as a Godsend and way to avoid homelessness,
because the legitimate job applications I submitted, locally,
generated no contacts, interviews, nor offers. I had been looking for
work since July when financing by an early draw start on my
retirement pension was refused (though informed that it could occur
once I turned 59-1/2). I moved to the retirement community I now live
in back in April based on this (unconfirmed) promise made by my
financial adviser. I “trusted” them to know what they were
telling me. Besides, I was trying to pack and plan a move in less
than 30 days, and had my mother, in California, suddenly pass away in
this middle of my moving. Besides, I had way too much to worry about
in solely preparing for my move, than try to contact my annuity
company to verify what I was told.
Back
to the illegitimate job... Only 2 of the lists I wrote checks for,
came to me on Sunday. This became a major frustration and
inconvenience. I took the job specifically because time wouldn't be
required of me except primarily on Sunday. However, like any “good”
employee, I put my energies into performing the job when and as
asked, once we collaborated on a basic scheduling agreement. I was
just thankful to have a job that gave me flexibility and an extra
income to get caught up with current/recent debts. I had been trying
for two months+ to sell some of my art and craft sewing. Heck, I
didn't even have the $35-40 to spare to join the Longmont Art
community, which would have given me an opportunity to publicly
display my art and possibly sell something.
The
first caution (yellow) flag went up after 2 weeks, when I got paid
for the first time. I got a wire transfer on pay day as promised, but
wasn't reimbursed for all the start-up expenses (purchase of blank,
secure check paper & full sheet, printer, mailing labels). I was
reimbursed only half of my expenses, which I had to spend for the job
and not pay HMO health premium that month, making me now 3 months
behind with my Medicare HMO. That wasn't what really raised the flag,
though. It was the fact that the wire transfer did not come from a
business or even (Brent Hills), in Reno, NV. It was wired by a woman
on other side of the U.S. in Hartwell, GA! Figured, she was probably
one of his clients (little did I know). That flag came down when next
pay check was wired from same person.
Caution
flag went back up when (Brent) refused to give me adequate
explanation as to why I was not being expected to sign a bank account
signature card on the accounts I was (hand) writing the checks off
of. I've had several businesses of my own and was treasurer for 5
years for a non-profit. Each and EVERY account I wrote checks on
REQUIRED signature cards on record for all the signers on the
account(s). Until the last batch of checks I was requested to write,
NEVER was the same company, account or bank used. A second yellow
flag went up the pole after about 3 weeks and writing about 100
checks. ALL those voucher checks (except 2 or 3 out of 100) ended in
even $100 or $50 amounts, and ranged between $900 and $3950. I
considered this quite “odd” that the dollar amounts didn't have
cents or a variety of different, odd dollar amounts. I was never
asked to do a funds voucher breakdown or show taxes. The
apportionment of funds was more questioning than income taxes,
because these kinds of independent salespeople are responsible for
reporting their own income and making estimated payments to the IRS.
The
first RED flag was raised AND an alarm went off 4 weeks into
the job when he asked if I'd like to make some extra money. He found
me “intelligent and trustworthy”. I could make a fast $50, cash,
for every wire transfer I took receipt of then turned around and
wired to another person in Nigeria. As mentioned in the beginning, I
was desperate, even though my suspicions went over the top. I told
him I'd heard about Nigerian money scams and didn't want to have any
part if that's what this was... Of course, he reassured me this was
nothing like that. Figured I feel him out and even lead him along to
see what this was really all about. I've been a member of InfraGard
and gone through CERT (Community Emergency Response Team)
anti-terrorism training, so have heard about many of the (Nigerian)
scams making the rounds out there, some even tried to lure me in, but
I didn't take the bait to send my hard earned money. This one caught
me off guard by involving me as an employee (participatory member)
with those doing the scamming. I played along to obtain a complete
understanding of the process, and didn't have to think twice about
going to the legal authorities if it turned out to be internationals
scamming American citizens.
Info
I have about Brent Hills is: 14855 Pyramid Hwy, Reno, NV 89510; phone
(321)222-0075,
mobile phone is (775)
476-8310;
Email = helpdneedy456@gmail.com
&
Yahoo IM = indyman445. Not really sure of his physical location from
information given. I NEVER even spoke to him on the phone, and said
he was too busy to even Skype. I did receive LOTS of (annoying)
texts, calls, email & IM from numbers & online addresses
above. My suspicion is that this is all stolen information, and
phones are spoofed, and this guy identifying himself as (Brent
Hills), actually lives in Lagos or Ibadan, Nigeria, since this is
where I was instructed to wire the funds. His name isn't even (Brent
Hills) or “John Newman”, the name he gave me to use for the
Nigerian wire transfers, since another (first) name he gave me was
flagged as “suspect” by Western Union. As it turns out, the funds
wired to me came from individuals whom I wrote counterfeit checks to,
who followed the directions of the deceitful scammer requesting them
to wire some of those funds to me (another U.S. Citizen living in the
country), who then, unsuspectingly to them, wired their money to
Nigeria.
Long
story short, I took this job out of desperation, as a 59 y.o.
Autistic Savant on SSDI, who was facing eviction and homelessness
prior to getting the job. I pray my comprehensive record keeping and
surrender to authorities will keep me out of prison, cuz it's MY
signature on over $693,000 in counterfeit checks. I have also
retained EVERY text message sent to my smartfone and IM's received
via Yahoo messaging that can be made available to authorities, if
needed. My concern is, (Brent) has a digital image of my signature
AND current driver's license (though it expires in December 2014),
and address on my MVR is void (since I moved several times since 2006
& not yet changed with DMV).
I
have reported this scam to the FBI, Secret Service, District
Attorney, Colorado Attorney General's office, Longmont PD, and filed
IC3 and FTC tip/complaint forms. Since he lives in Nigeria, about the
only way to pursue him is via international postal fraud. Even though
all the checks were mailed by me in Longmont, CO, and sent only to
U.S. addresses, the “employer” was located outside of the U.S. He
gave me my instructions, including the list of recipients, and HE
emailed me the priority mail postage, fraudulently purchased by him,
from his location in Nigeria; committing “International Mail
Fraud”.
What
irks me is that I was contacted during this 6 weeks by another
international scam, by people saying I was selected to receive a U.S.
Federal Grant (free money) because I regularly filed my tax returns
and paid my bills. This immediately screamed SCAM, because I still
owe the IRS the last 3 years of tax returns and have debts going back
to 2005, along with not being current with some medical bills, my
premiums, and behind on my Verizon account.
None
of the money in these transactions is mine nor attached to my own
personal accounts. I have been paid/reimbursed for any earnings and
out-of-pocket expenses to date, via cash (thank goodness), but was
harassed by (Brent's) persistence in trying to contact me since
failing to mail the last batch of checks. I was informed about the
kinds of threats these scammers have used to try to get any
outstanding money they feel owed or convince (scare) someone to keep
working for them. Most importantly, when I realized he lives 18 hours
and a continent away, all intimidation was removed. Besides, my
credit is in the toilet, already, so identity theft to gain credit
would be of little help. However, him having a copy of my driver's
license could allow him to take my info to use as a new identity for
the next unsuspecting victim who falls prey to his scam.
Losing
this $400/mo. is a real hardship for me, but I did start a legit job
@ Walgreen's just the end of October; however, I've already had to
request special scheduling accommodations, which prevent working the
needed hours to replace the lost $400. I've not worked retail since
1996. This was before the physical deterioration of my body, aging 20
years, plus two knee replacements and disintegrating spine housing a
spinal column stimulator implant. I can't stand, move and lift things
for the long periods, required, which I was able to do at age 40.
Verizon suspended my service once, already, then didn't follow my
authorization, correctly, for payment on the account (tried debiting
my account 2 times, with first being 10 days before authorized).
Don't get me started on the idiocy possessed by service companies
who refuse to adequately train AND hire the proper staff to interface
with their customers!!! That will be covered in another, separate
blog post.
Joel
Osteen's message, this morning, mentioned that to receive God's mercy
and glory, you must experience valleys of darkness along your life's
journey. These make you stronger, create character, and appreciation
for the promises of goodness and life everlasting God makes available
to every living human. Problem is, too many give up too soon, don't
have the faith and trust that God will see you through these dark
times. I know, I've been there until God plucked me from actual
death, proving He had a greater purpose for me and my life's mission.
Believe me, when I tell people my life's story, they are amazed about
how much “crap” I've been hit with, yet still come out a survivor
trying to bring a positive influence to humanity. Even though I
didn't learn about my autism for over 50 years, it became the hard,
emotionless, outer shell that protected me from loss and all the
wickedness surrounding me earlier in life.
God
is GREAT! I feel even this negative victimization by this Nigerian
money laundering scam gave me the kind of dedicated and detailed
information to use as a “real life” example about all the evil
and wicked behavior infiltrating the globe. Funny thing is, the guy
who is responsible for this scam, professes to believe in God and
(follow?) Jesus' teachings. Just accepting and believing in God and
the gentile Savior, Jesus, is not your ticket to everlasting life.
You must exert considerable effort in your daily living to “LIVE”
by the teachings and rules Jesus gave us to become truly saved. The
“IN” thing amongst human kind is to say you're a Christian,
believe in God, and pray (for others). Problem is, >90% of these
people DO NOT “walk the talk”. You're still a “lost soul”
until your HEART (not head) performs the deeds your mouth speaks.
WAKE
UP WORLD!!! God is trying to express His frustrations, discontent, &
anger with mankind's behavior. Case in point is all the “natural
disasters/events” occurring over the last 18 months (floods,
droughts, volcanoes, earthquakes, other climatic events/changes, and
pestilence [Ebola & U.S. childhood respiratory influenza]) than
during any other such “continuous” period in the past 1000 years.
Just this past year, Nelson Mandela, one of the angels spoken of in
the Book of Revelation went home to the Creator and sounded the 5th
trumpet; the antichrist is amongst us NOW, priming his flock and
receiving directions from Satan. Odds are, he is not planning or
expecting to become the antichrist, but has been marked by Satan to
become the leader of the new world order, leading us into the
Tribulation, which will begin when the 6th
angel (2 remain alive today) dies and blows their trumpet. A small
tip, from God, about the antichrist (& prophecy)...he will NOT be
Muslim, Jewish or Islamic, but a prominent, leader of billions of
Christians around the globe.
I
am not anticipating that the U.S. Justice system will be able to do
much to capture the perpetrator in my
scam, and that's why I am coming forth and telling the world about by
experience. Since (Brent), finally, determined I was uninterested in
continuing to work in his scam (& I confronted him with the info
I KNEW he was scamming & victimizing others), I'm sure he has
reposted my position, on Craigslist, for another desperate job seeker to fall prey to. Be overly cautious about ALL telecommuting jobs
posted on Craigslist; especially, if offerer is unwilling to have any
kind of visual or telephone conversation with you!
I'm
asking you (especially needy and vulnerable Americans) to NOT live
with $dollar$ signs clouding your intelligence. You DON'T have to
feel stupid or embarrassed to refuse
any unsolicited offer presented to you for (unearned) financial gain
from total strangers. ALWAYS
verify any financial solicitations received by phone or mail before
agreeing to anything, especially if you receive an unsolicited check
in the mail; someone contacts you saying it was a mistake; and they
want you to wire “some” of the money back (allowing you to keep
the rest once you've deposited [the counterfeit check] in the bank
“for your trouble”).
I
am making myself available to speak or write about this experience to
anyone interested and willing to listen. I was duped, out of
desperation, and know thousands of others have been victimized as a
result of the counterfeit checks I unknowingly wrote to you. My
heartfelt apologies. I certainly don't have the money to repay your
loss or compensate for your heartache. My intent was never to take a
job that would hurt or victimize another human being; and my guilt
over the desperation that caused me to be victimized as an active
participant in this scam has scarred me; however, I've accepted it as
one of those dark valleys in my life, and want to rise above it by
turning it into a positive that will inform and, hopefully, prevent
others from becoming new or repeat victims. Evil is rampant all
around us, please don't allow it to consume YOU!